you

when i first saw you,
i was afraid to talk to you
and so im pleased in merely looking at you
when you smile,
everything seems so light
and i rejoiced at seeing you this way
when i first talked to you,
i know i stumble
i feel like a child
blinded about my behavior
yet your words indeed echoes on my mind
and i let it flow through me
when i first liked you,
i was afraid to love
i don't know how it happened
i even suppress my feelings but
i like the sensations my heart decides
so it gives me pain, and its unbearable
i know my heart is very stubborn
it keeps on loving and longing too much
for nothing at all