goodbye to you.
you have a special part in my heart. because of you i became more strong woman with sense and sensibility.
i am not perfect (nobody's perfect ain't right?). yes, i must admit i didn't try harder to be as calm, as kind-hearted, as patience as i could.
no one to blame to, afterall i make my own choices and my own decisions.
but i do not regret anything in my life. all my experiences teaches me one way or another how to deal with life and its surroundings.
i know people misunderstood me. many believe that i'm a witch and a bitch. i do get hurt when they stab me. very often i show my sentiment, only to people very dear to my heart.they may see me emotionless, regard me like the stone in the desert, very stiff and hard, but i love you still, i love them all.
im so sorry for all the hurtful words.
im so sorry for taking advantage of your weaknesses.
i asked your blessings as i face the new year, new season of my life.
farewell 2008! thank you.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
goodbye to you.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
o dibah, you havent seen them for 10 years, but thanks to friendster i was able to connect with my old friends and classmates
seeing them again. its an opportunity to open the communication and establish a new friendship.
though, it also gives me a heart pounding, heart breaking moment since i will now know the updates on their status. damn! is it hurting? hahahaha....i question now why?
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Christmas is so near nah.
im still thinking on what would be my gift to myself.
since i haven't decided on that yet, i have here a list of the gifts i want to receive this Christmas. (In case friends would read this and my boss(es) too, hindi na kayo mahihirapan mag-isip kung ano gusto ko)
no 1 and very important to my list is a - T700 sony digicam (yung pink ah, pero pwede na rin kahit anong kulay). i really wanted to join the nuffnang contest dati kaso wala akong maisip na i-post eh. sayang ung cam!
the following list are in random orders na.
2. roundtrip to boracay or to bangkok
4. havainnas slipper (kindly ilagay receipt in case gusto ko papalit ang kulay or design)
4. lacoste shirt w/ collar (also pakilagay receipt in case gusto ko papalit kulay)
5. nike jogging pants / and or shirt (for my gym outfit)
6. nike rubber shoes
7. home decor (vases, curtain, bed and pillowssss)
8. portable dvd
9. bvlgari perfume
10. shirt for my dog
11. travel bag
12. armani pants
13. aircon (kahit 2hp lang)
14. gift certificate sa animal house (mahal kasi ng maintenance ng baby ko eh..heheheh)
salamat in advance! A blessed day to you! :-)
Sunday, December 7, 2008
as i open the net
as the telecast is yet to start on tv
it's already known
dela hoya gave up
on round eight
just as before of course round 9 starts
MABUHAY KA PACMAN!
MABUHAY KA PILIPINAS!
dela hoya you will always be the golde boy naman eh!
tignan mo nga....gwapo ka pa rin naman eh
did i just woke up? even in my dreams, balancing this numbers
disturb me. hayyyzzzz
its weekend, usually i 'll leave office as early as office hour ends. give me a break c'on! after working the whole week days my mind and body deserves a rest.
and so i thought.
all my officemates left.
i want to finish this.
type, write, calculate, record.....its getting nearer. i can sense it. im almost done.......5..4...3...2...1...press enter then
it should not be like that.
something is wrong!!!!????
i want to go home!!!!
i miss my baby
Thursday, December 4, 2008
ang bilis dumaan ng araw. ilang tulog na lang, pasko na!
sa dami ng ginagawa sa opisina, at sa ibang extra curricular activity minsan hindi ko na namamalayan ang oras.
kapag nasa opisina ako, sa sobrang tutok sa work dahil naghahabol ng deadline hindi na ako tumitingin sa orasan. kapag naririnig ko ng kumukurog ang tiyan ko, un na ang senyales ko na "hey girl, lunch break ka muna its past 12 nah"
buwan ng december na ata ng pinaka toxic na buwan para sa akin.
ang daming dapat ipasa, daming dapat tapusin, daming dapat asikasuhin.
pero mahaba ang bakasyon ngayon, sarap matulog ng mahaba. sarap i-pamper ng katawan ko..un ay kung may bakasyon ako. mukhang kahit holiday papasukin ko para mahabol ko deadline...hayyyzzzz
may ilang dinner na sinet naming magkakaibigan ang aking hindi sinipot. pero dahil sa pag aabsent ko, may penalty na ako.
ganunpaman, gustong gusto kong madami akong ginagawa. para hindi ako mabor sympre.
tsaka para naman may silbi ang presensya ko noh.
buti na lang nagkaron ako ng oras para magsulat kahit na gusto ko ng humiga at matulog
cant believe that year 2008 is coming to an end.
excited na ako sa pagdating ng 2009!
Monday, November 10, 2008
It’s a feeling of fulfillment when you share you’re blessings to a community in need of. I love kids, I have fond of teaching them abc and 123. When opportunity approaches me, I get excited to find myself spare time so I could mingle with them.
Their genuine smile and laughter and their innocent mind reminds you that life afterall is as lovely as the ray of light. Kids wants to feel that they are being cared, loved and that they are belonged to the family (community). A simple hug, kiss, touch coming from us would assure them that.
I remember way back when we visited GK site, I was with couple of kids while eating our lunch. I asked each of their names. I memorized, and recited their names while pointing to each kids. They all laugh and enjoyed. Then one by one other kids joined our group and raised their hands asking me to know their names too.
last sunday, we went to krus na ligas in diliman qc for our feeding program. here ill share you some of our pictures
that is me, teaching ericka and ealiza to pose for a pict
posing with jollibee!
Monday, November 3, 2008
Usually, our HR consultant sends any work related to my email. Lagi yun naka cc ako and always with attachment.
One day I received an email from him with a subject efficient calculator. I wonder on what it is all about. He didn’t call me regarding whatever that is. I open it and download the attachment anyway since I guess it was intended for me. Only when I open the email that I realized it wasn’t a normal business or office transaction.
1) Write your name in the yellow box
2) Write your age in the green box
3) Write your company's name in the red box
4) Write "Start" in the blue box and press "Enter"
I played the “game” anyway.
Answered each questions correctly.
And when I finished I press enter as it instructed me.
Nagulat naman ako sa result. Para akong sinisigawan na
Hoy, jez magtrabaho kana
Itigil mo ang paglalaro sa email kapag nasa opisina kana
Dito sa glc hindi ka binabayaran para maglaro lang.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Girl: I miss this converstion
Boy: if u mis d conversation den u must mis also d 1 u converse w/….
Girl: dont u mis me?
Boy: wat dyu tink?
Girl: you tell me. i tot u read minds
Boy: wat i read is not as accurate as wat u will tell me
Girl: why dont u try
Boy: what if I kissed u the night we went out, what would you have felt?
Girl: I don’t know what will I feel, you didn’t try it anyway
Boy: so, u want me to try?
Girl: it’s not important. That was long time ago
Boy: you’re avoiding the topic?
Girl. No, im answering your questions. Aren’t you satisfied
Boy: wen sumbody say's "it's not important" chances are it is important. you agree?
Girl: no. why they say it when they mean the other way
Boy: i don't know, you tell me?
Girl: it just makes things complicated if u mean the other way
Boy: yeah i guess your right.
Boy: i think sumhow u wer "kinda" expecting dat i'd take advantage.
Girl: i dont. harmless ka naman eh
Saturday, October 25, 2008
After work, ill meet my friend to give the documents I printed. While waiting for her, I decided to check on the décor section of the department store hoping to buy décor (obviously) in our house. After looking and checking their display, I decided not to buy any for I don’t want to have baggage carrying (haaayyyzzzz, ano bay an!).
I’ve read Nicholas Sparks writings. I’ve seen the movie versions also. That’s why when I saw the banner of Night in Rodante that stars Richard Gere, I immediately tagged my friend to watch the movie. Since my head ache also, I thought watching a movie might relax my mind and body.
I was bored at the first part of the story. And since it’s says “it’s never too late for second chance” I thought they were couple, husband and wife.
I knew it, when I saw Mark (son of Paul –R.Gere) at the doorstep. But what to do you expect with Nicholas Sparks novel, they are not happy ending. (oh yes, The Notebook and The Wedding ends happily).
Oh well, I was teary eye. “When you found your true love, you’ve got to hold on it. And it should bring the best of you not the less of you”
Hayyzzz, when will I be fall in love?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I woke up early
And I thought of cleaning the house. And I did.
After cleaning the house, lola, cousins and tita’s came in for a visit.
The house is a mess again. Few minutes later, they said bye bye.
So, I clean the house again.
When it’s clean, neighbors came in to help us hang the paintings.
Little cousins came in to play with prince.
The house is a mess again.
After they put the paintings in our wall, I asked my little cousins to
Help me clean the house.
o dibah! and this little cousins of mine are even wearing make up
i hope the DSWD and Bantay Bata wouldnt apprehend me. hehehe. they would be now my official donya katulong. hahahahha
when they finished cleaning up, pinakain ko ng
Monday, October 13, 2008
In the silence of my heart I'd listen to my spirit so freely.
It's when my eyes begin to see the old memories so visibly.
In the silence of my heart I could feel my soul so strongly.
In the strong sense of it I recognize the weaknesses of me.
In the silence of my heart stuffs have different meanings.
I'd then realize that I greet in contempt the better things.
In the silence of my heart I can always visit the younger me.
I could honestly tell the far distance between myself and me.
In the silence of my heart I can cry so loud like a tiny babe.
And taste the sweetness of freedom so desired by any slave.
In the silence of my heart on me power and wisdom fall down.
And it transforms my meekness and idiocy into blocks to step on.
In the silence of my heart my many failures would disturb me.
To understand that I am to do better and persistent I must be.
In the silence of my heart my big successes would humble me.
To accept that however the height I fly gravity would pull me.
In the silence of my heart I could rebuke and correct myself.
I can tell me sharp, hurtful words but never will I get upset.
In the silence of my heart I have envisioned the future me.
To meet him finally journey must begin now and so shall it be.
In the stillness of my mind faith overwhelms all my worries.
Be it tribulation or test, no burden is too heavy to carry.
In the quiet of myself unease and hubbub of life is uncovered.
It tells me to be inert at the right time shall effect better.
In the peace of my spirit there is nothing I can fret about.
In the worst of my circumstances seeds of solution will sprout.
In the silence of my heart I acknowledge my conflict with God.
So I am broken, to realize that in such silence nobody is so bad.
Friday, October 10, 2008
He steps out of our house and leave. I vividly remember how I hold my breath; I wanted to run, hoping to stop him. I wanted to shout his name and beg him not to leave me. Yet, I was contented on seeing him walking out of my life. I love him, but he did not hear any words from me. I love him, but I’m afraid to fight for the feeling. I love him buts and buts just prohibits me from telling it to him.
Each days passed by,
His presence and his voice I longed.
Memories I can’t escape.
Three years had passed. I did not hear anything from him. No calls, no messages, no news, no stories.
One day, as I was mingling with friends, I heard a familiar voice. A voice I could never, in my entire life, would even put behind. My heart then starts to beat fast. It couldn’t be him!? I silently asked myself. Nervous, I roam my eyes around and look back but I was disappointed to see no one. I probably missed him.
If only I reciprocate the feeling, could I be busy planning our wedding?
Now, it’s too late.
It’s too late.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
It’s only after I graduated from college that I appreciate riding a jeep. Why not? I mean, of course, I have no extra allowance for the taxi unlike during school days, everything is provided by my parents.
Riding a jeep gives me an opportunity to mingle with others. Somehow, I believe it helps me become a strong person. (sus, wala lang perang pang taxi, actually!)What I hate is riding a city bus. Duh! I had a funny experience with a city bus, ill tell you on my next post ang katangahan ko.
What I don’t understand on why some passengers prefer to be sabit than cozy inside
Like, awhile ago, three men rode the jeep. 2 of them went inside to be seated, while the one mama said “sabit na lang ako”. The driver and his collector (parang conductor nya) heard him, and they responds “may space pa para upuan mo, kung ayaw mong umupo bumaba kana lang”
Ang taray ni kuya! Sabagay may point sila. You are paying the same fare as that of others sitting comfortable inside why settle outside at sumabit, nakakangawit pa..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
It’s holiday yesterday. So what do you expect? No, I didn’t go to work for overtime. Oh please, spare me your mercy…….!!!
I asked my friend to accompany me to home depot located at balintawak. Funny, it’s her first time to be in that place. But on the other hand, I haven’t also been to other places of metro city. I haven’t been to malabon and Paranaque. Considering, she’s from the southern part, yeah I guess it isn’t odd afterall.
We take pleasure in looking all kinds of brands uses at home, from tiles to vinyl, to wood, from faucet to mirrors. I love the feeling of buying all the stuffs and decorating your home. I get to exposed from the most expensive to the cheapest. What I hate is paying all the bills I purchased. Whhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
When we finished buying all the materials we need, I headed to the cashier present my credit card to pay. Then the cashier asks for my valid id at the same time pointed on the karatula saying something like “to all credit card holders, please present your valid id for verification. We are sorry for the inconveniences”. What!? I don’t have ID here, if you want I can present another credit card, atm card, a membership card but not (valid)ID. I don’t bring IDs. Wala namang magawa ang cashier, so instead she asked for any card I have. Hayyyyyy…inconvenience nga. After paying, we went to the releasing area where they would release what we had purchased. It took them awhile before they gave our stuff, medyo nainip na ang friend ko, so I told her, girl, patience is a virtue.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Last Saturday we celebrated the birthday of my apu toring (my mom’s mother) the only lola I have now. Gosh, I don’t even know how old she is. If my mom is 50, probably my lola is 73, im guessing.
Very seldom I go home to province, so very seldom has I seen her. And I only stay for one day for I have some work to do at the metro city. sometimes I sleep with her, my way of showing i care. I am no lola’s pet, neither her favorite but it doesn’t matter. She’s my only apu left, and I want to spend some time with her whenever I can.
Back to the celebration, as soon as I arrived, I make mano and kiss my lola, tita’s and tito’s, then at once I grabbed a plate, spoon and fork and headed to where the food is waiting for me. I was so hungry what can I say. When I was putting food to my plate, my lola then said “you should get a husband and bear a baby” (oh my! I don’t even remember why and how the topic starts). My tito’s 2nd the motion. Oh nononon….i said. Im still young (oh well, I am at heart!! Hahahahah) of course ill bear a baby. Does only married woman allows giving birth I asked. My lola answered me..no, even if your single you can have a baby. Precisely, I said. I can have a child even if no husband, is that okay with you apu? My apu replied “ yes, its alright just bear a baby. Hahahah. That surprise me though. Well, atleast I wont have a problem explaining to them if ever ill be in that situation. Hahahaha.
They say im getting older, but no, im enjoying my status. Im no party girl, I don’t drink much, I don’t smoke too, I do love going to places and meeting new faces. I enjoy the time and freedom I have. Time will come, you’ll see, please wait. Im not in a rush. If it will com, it’ll come sabi nga. ANO BAHHH!!!!
Monday, September 22, 2008
sa LAHAT ng naghanap, nakaalala, at nakalimot pasensya na po sa matagal kong pananahimik sa mundo ng blogging. sa kadahilanang ako'y tinatamad na buksan ang aking computer..hehehe..actually medyo nagkasakit po ako. sipon, ubo at lagnat.
miss ko rin kayong lahat!!!
Friday, September 12, 2008
Nowadays, , napaka bilis ng mag remitt ng pera. Kahit nasa ibang bansa, kapag pinadala sa pinas, isang araw lang matatanggap na. ganun kabilis. Very convenient din ang internet banking, in just one click bayad na bills mo, transfer na funds mo.
Sabi nga ng BPI – we’ll take you farther. Mula batanes hanggang jolo, America, Arabia, Canada man yan. Dadalhin ka niya. We find ways sigaw ng banco de oro. Dagat ay tatawirin maibigay lang ang pera mo. Dahil you’re in good hands sabi ng metrobank. Hindi ka raw nila pababayaan. Cause the’ye looking after you singit naman ng bank of commerce.
Pero bakit ganun, ng magwidraw ako sa atm, offline. lumipat ako sa kabilang bangko, uy okei, walang nakasulat na offline. Pinasok ko atm, pinindot ko pin#, at amount ng iwiwidraw, naghintay akong lumabas ang pera…wala..naghintay pa rin ako,….wala pa rin, cge hintay, di ko naman pwedeng pwersahin, so hintay pa rin…ng biglang…...”SORRY, WE CANNOT PROCESS YOUR TRANSACTION. PLEASE TRY AGAIN. Would you like to do another transaction?” dahil kailangan ko ng pera, pinasok ko ulit atm ko. Pero ganun pa rin, history repeat itself ika nga. .
so lipat ulit ako sa ibang bangko, offline na naman….hayyyzzzz….buhay atm nga naman. Balance inquiry lang may charge pa, mag widraw ka sa ibang bangko may charge pa. kapag minamalas, offline pa sila. Ano na nangyari sa pangako nyo!?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
saw the banner from fellow blogger that nuffnang has arrived in the philippines. ive been seeing their banner/ads from malaysian & singaporean blogger. and so i thought on when will the time timothy tiah (cofounder) would step his foot in our country. i guess need not to say more...they are in town! & i've joined their community now.
i always wanted to be a nuffnanger. i read kenny sia, timothy tiah site. ive seen videos and pictures of their projects and events. isnt it so awesome to be part of their community? not only you meet new faces, you gain friends as well. and one of its feauture that attracts me is their gliterati. if you are an exlusive nuffnang bloggers you'll have the priveledge to have an access to a loyalty program that no one can provide and one of them is you'll be a priority for their ads post selection.
so, what are you waiting for, come and join us and be a nuffnangers! just click www.nuffnang.com.ph register and within 48hours you will be one of us. and dont forger to upload the add unit to your site so people would know that your not just an ordinary blogger, but a nuffnanger. be it in friendster, blogspot,wordpress, they have an instructions on how to add the add unit to your html.
ill see you aroun then...! :)
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
sumakay ako ng jeep, ng mapansin ko ang apat na kalalakihan sa harapan ko. mga koreano. ng magsalita ang nasa harapan ko "isnt this a great eperience" ewan kung anong ibig nyang sabihin. pero nag isip ako. malamang first time nilang mag jeep kasi sabi nung mas matanda ang itsura sa kanilang lahat "no taxi, no taxi" at tumawa silang apat. o kaya first time mabasa sa ulan kasi mukhang tuwang tuwa talaga. ang saya saya ng mga mukha nila.
nagtanong ang isang lalaki (ung pinaka matanda ang itsura) sa katabi, "excuse me, you know where kowloon is?" sagot naman ni ale "on the right side, infront of starbucks" mukhang lalo atang naguluhan si pinaka matandang itsura sa kanila. kasi umiling sya sabay sabing "i dont know starbucks". ng magbayad na sila tinanong nung pinaka batang itsura sa kanila "how much is the fare" sabi ko 8:50pesos per head. "eight hundred fifty pesos?" ulit ni pinaka matanda ang itsura sa kanila....hayyyzzz,,,,,8pesos & 50 centavos ulit ko.
pero si pinaka matanda ang itsura sa kanila, hindi pa rin mapakali. lahat na ata ng sakay sa jeep tinanong kung malapit na ba kowloon, saan ang kowloon.
tapos sabi nya "where the former president house". medyo makulit sya ah. kasi si kuya na katabi ko sinabi na sa kanila na "ill let you know if we're in kowloon" tanong pa rin ng tanong si pinakamatanda ang itsura sa kanila. hayyyzzz.....
So, nakialam na ako.
"im going on the same direction as you are. ill show you the street where former president lives"
okei, okei sabay sabay nilang sabi.
so, ayun, sabay sabay kaming bumaba sa jeep.
siguro si kuya na pinakamatanda ang itsura sa kanila realized na nasa tamang lugar sya, tuwang tuwang sabi "right, right, this is it. thank you, thank you" "i live here" thank you, thank you"......
Saturday, September 6, 2008
So we went to Oktoberfest siento biente. Got free tickets, sayang eh.
We walk in the air-conditioned tent. Free drinks (5), free food, and a stub for games.
The drink, was I think less alcohol (kasi hindi ko malasahan eh…duh! As if drinker!). well, that’s the way it should be, cause sometimes crowd is uncontrollable just like what happened last night in the general admission area (where the noise, the band, and of course Derek ramsey is in the house). We were not able to go within because the line is too long and they already blocked the gate prohibiting anyone to enter except of course for the production team which I’m not part of obviously. So, we went back to the tent. Oh yeah, why settle for the raucous if we can be comfortable at the marquee.
Inside, they’re giving t-shirt, cup, or a mug for all winners of a game (I want any of that!!!) so I gave the dart game a try.
And I won!!!! Yehey! And for my prize is a
My first time to attend the Oktoberfest……hihihihihihi…at least I have a souvenier. We even had an extra ticket (hindi dumating yung 1 friend ko) so what we did? We sell it for 500 pesos (well, the actual price is 1,500).
Friday, September 5, 2008
it's not a girl thing (is it?), but i once did sent letters & gifts to a guy i had crush on. (sabi nila dahil onli daughter ako at nag aral sa xclusiv school kaya malakas loob ko....kaya?)
i was in first year then when i had a first glance with this boy. he was sitting in our terrace with his friends, waiting for my brother.
his eyes, his smile, his face...everything in it records in my mind and keep on playing in my heart. mr. cupid must have tricked me.
i'll even pay extra money for the tricycle driver just to take the long drive and pass by their house. during afternoon, me and friendship would go biking, and yes, you guess it right, we will pass by in their house hoping to see him.
whenever we sees each other, he would smile at me. ohhhh!! those smile, those smile makes my heart melt. after his smile, he would then add "where is your kuya?" ganun palagi, but what a heck, what is important is he smiled and talked to me.
they said first love never dies. siguro nga.
huh, why am i writing this? actually, at this hour, im thinking if i should attend the oktoberfest (opening ata nila) tomorrow at ortigas. i have two vip tickets, whose goin with me?
Thursday, September 4, 2008
when i started reading new moon, i wanted to finish from page one to end. i dont wanna put down the book, because im as excited to now what had happened in the end. but need to replenish energy for the next working day. so i closed my eyes.
as much as i wanted to grasp bella and edwards affection, busy schedule makes it difficult for me to continue my reading. not until last sunday.
yes, last sunday. i found time to pay attention to the unconditional love story of a human and a vampire. i read it and finshied it!! yes, finally
now im on the next book.....mahaba habang kwentuhan na naman
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
its 5pm already, me, & cousins went out (just out in the street) to wait for mamang naglalako ng food. that is what we do, always. never missed a day, to wait for him just before the sun goes down.. that is when im home.
i know there is ice drop, balot, and fish ball in metro city, but eating that in our province, and in the street is as sweet as candy. our little cousins even enjoys our food trip.
this is the ice drop .
i bought the cheese flavor. but i was confused, i used to eat that kind way back and back and back, but as far as I remember it, the ice drop color for the cheese is bright yellow. When I asked mamang sorbetero, he said that is the color ever since….hhmmnnn…..baka ibang flavor ang nasa isip ko.
This is the ballot. Our delicacy. It was featured in fear factor, they said, but I was not able to catch it there. Anyway, parang nanibago ako sa ballot. I had a second thought eating it. parang natakot ako,,,hehehehe.....But well, i know its delicious so I just ate it all! Yum yum…
We didnt saw mamang mag fifishball, too bad. I guess next time I come home again..
Thursday, August 28, 2008
i do not remove that card in my organizer. whenever i changed bag, i make sure to bring it. all my cards are placed in one organizer, i do not know why this particular card is missing.
i notice last tuesday, that my card is missing. i checked on my bag, on my wallet, on my oranizer but i really couldnt find it. good thing the receptionist allow me to enter the premises. but they are allowing me only up to 3 times. and today is my third day. meaning, tomorrow, if i plan to come in, the receptionist told me to replace the card and charge me 400 pesos. oh what!? 400 pesos!? malaki din un ah. so i should look again and check all my bags. i might have just misplaced it.
let me refresh my mind on where i was last weekend. okay, i went to province, and im guessing that i might have left it there. im hoping, to save me from paying 400.
haiizzz..umandar na naman pagkaburara ko kasi.
help! lost card, if found kindly return to me or to the establishment stated therein. thanks.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
last night, after work out, a friend called asking to meet her at 10PM. since, im available, i drop my things at home, took a quick bath, wearing only slippers, t-shirt and pants, and went to t. morato to meet her.
as i open the door, i heard loud music, i never thought ill be meeting her in a bar. okay,,,good i thought to myself. been a long day since my last alcohol intake. hhmnn,,but just then i heard my stomach clamoring. i barely forgot i havent had a dinner. quickly, i ordered for a mango juice and a clubhouse sandwich. it was a nice setting. live band music, food, beverage.....huh! so tempting. the downside was that i had no money in my pocket. my friend, agreed to pay my bill that night and pay her later.
i was enjoying listening to the live music, when i heard the lyrics in the song superstar
"Don't you remember you told me you loved me baby
You said you'd be coming back this way again baby
Baby baby baby baby oh baby
I love you I really do
Loneliness is such a sad affair
And I can hardly wait to be with you again
What to say to make you come again
Come back to me again and play your sad guitar"
i was surprised that the lyrics of that hit me. i heard his familiar voice, and the pain blows sharply to my heart. i couldnt deny it. i couldnt hide it. and before i knew it, questions starts flowing in my mind. i never admitted of this emotion, not even to myself before. i tried to put it out of my life. i thought i succeeded.
ouch..... as they say, the wound will cut deep as deep as you allow it to happen. well, time will pass by.
by the way, i withdraw cash and paid my friend that same night before we parted.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
i do read books. i get tips on john maxwell's the difference maker and leadership. rhonda byrne's the secret inspired me to be positive always. nicholas sparks' books makes me fall inlove again and again. not to mention robert kiyosaki's rich dad poor dad and others.....(duh! as if tinatapos basahin tlga..hahahha).
and by the way, i also appreciate poetry. i've written several verses back then.
in addition to my so called "mind and soul feed burner" (atsus!!!), peachy my gym buddy, introduced me to stephenie meyer's twilight series. and i must say, upon reading the first, second, third chapter (ah basta, edward said bye bye bella,,dun ako natapos kagabi) it makes me eager to read the whole book last night. there's plenty of time and i have work the next day, i thought. so i put down the book, and closed my eyes. ill continue reading it later before sleeping.
back to the book, i was told that the it is located under the childrens section (aahh!?). oh well, bella (the girl in the story) just turned 18, so i guess its for the young. oh nohhhh,,,,im still young, i am. ahyy..
it's about love, passion, blood and danger for a immortal and mortal being.
Friday, August 15, 2008
my brother is in pain. abdominal pain. he vomit, he cries, he shouts. the pain became unberable. he was rush to the hospital and was put to emergency room. the doctors gave some medicines to take. after series of tests and examinations he was diagnosed of appendicitis.
the inflammation and infection can no longer cure by antibiotics, so that day he was scheduled to undergo an operation. before his operation, while lying in his bed i jokingly told him "kulang lang yan sa panalangin," tsaka sabay abot ng rosary.
then the time came wherein he will be transferred to the operating room. i thought he will be nervous, uneasy, shaky, scared.......i knew it. he was......
the operation lasted almost 2 hours!? (hhmnnn,,,,,tama ba watch ko?) his surgeon said of all his cases, this one (my brother's appendix) gave him a hard time in cuting off. after waiting, and sleeping and sleeping, it was done. his surgeon let us see the appendix.
and now, im sharing it to all of you,,,hehhehe
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
this past few days, ive been searching, and browsing, and scanning, and clicking, and saving home improvements designs and tips from kitchen to living room and to bedroom design. from pillows to curtains to wallpaper to paintings. from electric fan to aircon to pin light to chandelier. actually, our new home is already built. we're just having some slight rennovation. been more more than 7 years (i believe so) that we were not able to sleep, sit, eat, walk, play, pray in our home. so now, i am just so glad that finally we decided to stay, live, play, eat again (even once in awhile)
i've found alot of bedroom designs, decorations, and accessories. but im still undecided on what kind of design i should choose to my bedroom. i want it to be personal, i want my room to describe myself, that upon entering it, you'll know and agree that it is my room. i wont get an interior designer ( duh! nonononon..i have no extra money to pay for her/his mind, anyway, i trust my , taste..hahahah)
so, im thinking of designing it like this one of a kind
ahhhh...its so simple, yet so girly, so chic and stylish
or ill just make it simple like this
anyway, what matter most is that i should get a very good sleep, with clean bedsheets, large and many pillows, and a drawer/table/ for my books and pictures.
Monday, August 11, 2008
You may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139:1)
I know when you sit down and when you rise up (Psalm 139:2)
I am familiar with all your ways (Psalm 139:3)
Even the hairs on your head are numbered (Matthew 10:29-31)
For you were made in my image(Genesis 1:27)
In me you live and move and have your being(Acts 17:28)
For you are my offspring (Acts 17:28)
I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5)
I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12)
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book (Psalm 139:15-16)
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17:26)
You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14)
I knit you together in your mother’s womb(Psalm 139:13)
And brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71:6)
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me (John 8:41-44)
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16)
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you (1 John 3:1)
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3:1)
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could do (Matthew 7:11)
For I am the perfect father (Matther 5:48)
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1:17)
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33)
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope (Jeremiah 29:11)
Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3)
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore (Psalms 139:17-18)
And I rejoice over you with singing (Zephaniah 3:17)
I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40)
For you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5)
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41)
And I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3)
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29)
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4)
For it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2:13)
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20)
For I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17)
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
When you are broken hearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18)
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40:11)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4)
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21:3-4)
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:23)
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17:26)
He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3)
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31)
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10)
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32)
If your receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2:23)
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39)
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7)
I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3:14-15)
My question is…Will you be my child? (John 1:12-13)
I am waiting for you (Luke 15:11-32)
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i am watching matang lawin, hosted by kuya kim atienza. in his trick, kuya kim is holding 6 cards. 2 jacks, 2 kings, and 2 queens. he asked the viewer to choose one card (as a tv viewer, i choosed one which is the diamond queen).
he then removed the one card (kuya kim says the one that the viewer choose) and showed the remaining 5 cards...and woohllaaa......the diamond queen is really not included in the remaining 5 cards. WOW! magic! so meaning, all the viewers have choosen the diamond queen!? gosh!
i am always amazed how they do magic. its a trick, and they must have study it a million times. but men! galing!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
this post was inspired by kathy, kat and peachy. we were together last night @ JT's
kapag may mga tito, tita, pinsan, kapatid, kaibigan, o kakilala tayong balikbayan (usually mga nasa tate) ganito ang kanilang laging pinapasalubong
1. lotion (na jergens). pero ngayon medyo susyal na, bath and body tsaka victoria's secret na makukulay at parang candy ang amoy
2. shampoo (V05)
3. toothpaste (colgate na malaki at minsan may kasamang tooth brush)
4. sabon (dove)
8. vienna sausage
9. hanes na puting damit
10. bed sheets
11. bath towels
sana, mga kamag anak, kapamilya at kapuso.....para maiba naman. pwedeng request ito na lang pasalubong nyo sa akin: birhtday gift, christmas gift, valentine's gift, kahit hindi nyo na ako bigyan ng mga nilista ko sa taas...ito na lang bigay nyo sa akin
o kahit ito na lang
Sunday, August 3, 2008
i received a call from tita and my mom, my lola is sick and they want me to go home.
my lola was then brought to the hospital, for medical check up. i did visited her in the hospital and even spent a night there.
when she was discharge, as i promised, i went home to province this weekend.
it's sunday. it's family day as pinoys refer to. no office, no work, no school...so each member of the family usually gather around, be it for lunch, dinner, sports or whatever....
for us, we had a breakfast.
the menu: goto, pritong lumpia, puto, pandesal
our "clan" is BIG. as in, dami namin. i have 11 tito and tita (my mom's brothers and sisters), 20 cousins, 4 nieces.
it's always nice to be back home.
it's only here i can taste the best food in town. (my mom's family are known for cooking delicious and tasteful food)
that's why i always gain weight whenever i have vacation here (huh! sarap kumain)
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
i entered the locker room, i saw girls carrying their bag (they havent started their workout, i know, coz we go on the same class - combat). then, one girl told me that
girl: there's no locker available
woohh....so i checked on all the lockers in the room, and yeah, found no available. I've finished changing clothes yet still no locker! aaahhhhhhhhhh......and whats going on today? why is this happening? i asked. oh no, noh oh,,.,
its wenesday....hhmmnnn.....and it's retro class......oohhhh oooh nohhh...
kaya pala walang available na locker as in... what's with the retro dance anyway?
so i waited, and waited and waited for someone to get off her stuff, until i spotted a girl who seems removing her stuff in the locker. so, binantayan ko na sya para makasiguradong makuha ko ang key kasi naman ang dami pang girls na naghihintay na mabakante ang locker.
finally, i have a key, i have put my bags in the locker, now, im ready to hit and kick! ...........and so i thought........the room (where group exercise is held) is jam packed!!!!!!!! as in!!!! kainis!! huh,,,,,,,with that scene, hindi ako makakagalaw ng maayos, im sure
now, i might change my schedule, i wont probably go every wenesday, i dont wanna experience the same........or ill come around 7:30, just in time for the body pump schedule im sure there will be available locker room and the studio is not full either im sure kasi medyo heavy ang work out sa pump
Sunday, July 27, 2008
so i hear, it begun its operation just this july. the cruise ship, 7107 island cruise, can accomodate 350-400 passengers. the adventure starts from puerto galera - palawan-boracay. the cruise will stay for about 1 to 2 days on each island. and they charge Ph5,500 per passenger. wow! i will surely try this one.
isnt this a great way to promote our very beautiful country.....
but im searching the telepphone number of the cruise ship company, but cant find one...in case anyone here knows, kindly send it to me.
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
2. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
3. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
6. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'.A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
7. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
8. Don't stay because you think 'it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
9. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
10. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
11. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
12. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
13. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
14. You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.
15. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... Even if he has more education or in a better job.
16. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
17. Never let a man define who you are.
18. Never borrow someone else's man.
19. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
20. All men are NOT dogs.
21. You should not be the one doing all the bending...Compromise is two way street.
22. You need time to heal between relationships...
There is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
23. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...Look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
24. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
25. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted
26. Never move into his mother's house.
27. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.*
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one.
Ladies take care of your own hearts....
Saturday, July 19, 2008
We were at trinoma, and my friend has to send a file to her business partner. Since im bringing my laptop, all we had to do is find a place were there is a free connection. at first we asked the guard if he knows any place around, and he pointed us to
wow! we were so excited to sit down, but there were no vacancies. so we waited (just a few seconds) then, woohla we were able to sit down. my friend ordered two hot choco (since we were there sitting and using their wi fi for free, para naman di dyahe). my friend dictates all the words and sentences, while i type it in MS Word. When finally im finished, i connected to the net, their access is secured so we asked for the password, but when i type it, for some reasons i cannot get through. so we asked their staff, what could be the problem..........huh!
staff: im sorry mam, our connection is experiencing some technical problems
us: oh no!!!! (n my mind - sayang ang binayad sa hot chocco wala naman pala kaming makukuhang connection)
so, i search for other connection in the area. i found alot to my surprise, (1) timezone, (2) airborne access (3) globequest (4) public wi fi. Public wi fi!? hhmnnn, there seems to be an access within the mall. but we sitted instead inside the timezone (hahahhaha), when i open my laptop, i told my friend
me: girl, this is so dyahe naman, we are so needy of this free connection, might as well i'll email this at home.
my friend: yeah, i guess. let's get out of here.
hahahhahha....i don't know, we gave ourselves a hard time where in fact i can access a connection at home. hahahhaha
Sunday, July 13, 2008
it's a gloomy sunday though...
1st stop: cabalen
food ordered: eat all you can
length of stay: 2hours
2nd stop: christ the king church
food ordered: Word of God
length of stay: 1hour and 45minutes
3rd stop: mcdonalds
food ordered: coke float
length of stay: 15-20 minutes
4th stop: figaro.
food ordered: hot mocha and pizza
length of stay: 2 hours
5th stop: david's tea house
food ordered: dimsum and congee
length of stay: 1 1/2 hour
Saturday, July 12, 2008
my friend diva's sms: ang taong "bum" like me can afford of texting at the moment. hahahahaa....hey friend, had tutor this morning...its my first day period, took pain reliever already
my reply: it's saturday night, why are we in our house while others are out partying!?
diva's reply: oh well, i guess they have money to spend...hahahahahhaha
hell yeah, what am i doing here in front of my computer? it's saturday night, it is time where most are out dinning, clubbing. does that mean i dont have money to spend!? OH NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! that cannot be.....can't be!
diva: girl, let's hear mass tomorrow morning at christ the king.
yes, that is such a wonderful invitation! we need that to enlighten our mind and heart. and to take away all this unwanted stress................OOHH NOOOO!!!
we will clear our mind, so we could think other better ways to earn money for our saturday night gimmik
we may not have everything to enjoy life
but we have life to enjoy everything!
choose to see the nice things
because life is happier that way!
Monday, July 7, 2008
my officemate rey came in the office to get something he needed from me. afterawhile he said,
rey: im bringing my car, i'll give you a ride home after your done there.
me: okay. but i have to finish this load yet and will take me an hour.
rey: it's alright.
i'm still in my desk checking papers, doing this and that though it's past office hour. this is the consequence of my 3 days absent. piles of work load! i have one more folder to check and i need to work fast for i dont want rey to keep him waiting since it's getting late. Then rey came in the room, and since some officemates were still inside,he showcased his talent in conversing. he's good at that, he's known at that i must say. there's no dull moment with him, he will talk all the way, all the time, all days that you're with him.
anyway, when everyone is gone, i decided to clean my desk,turn off my computer and lock my drawer. i told rey to just wait for a second for ill just go to the rest room. when i was inside it, i heard rey saying, "jez, hurry up. i'll just wait for you downstairs" of course i said NO! i dont wanna be alone in the room. im scared of being alone in our office especially at night. when i finished, we immediately left the office as he instructed.
when i question why suddenly he's acting weird, rey response was:
rey: when you were inside the rest room, i saw a shadow pass by. im definitely 101% it was a a silhouette. i felt goosebumps. i was scared. that's why i asked you to hurry up.
due to the urgency of getting out of the place, we were not able to turn off the lights and lock the door. so rey asked our guard to accompany him upstairs to lock the door. heheheheh.......
Saturday, July 5, 2008
okay, okay...this is really something that will caught our attention. What!? a man gives birth? a man? i should read this again......
First time in the history of the world, i believe this has happened. many gays would envy him, im sure. but wait, how could that happened? as i heared in the news, Thomas Beatie is originally a woman. he even joined a beauty contest during "her" days. he may transformed into a man, but not completely. he can still bear a child just like a woman. so he did. hhmmnn....now i understand why. so, kinda not really that surprising to me.
i heard there's a typhoon. i guess it didnt hit the city thats why the sun shines so brightly.
as soon as the mall open, i entered and find a dress i needed for the wedding. (sshhhh....i know im not prepared, im sick remember?) and i found one that cost me P1,600. hmmnn..never mind the price. so, i ask the sales lady to alter and steam the dress meticulously. since it will take time to do it, i decided to buy my dog a food. snowy's lifestyle is sometimes costly than mine. her monthly food, vitamins, shampoo, grooming, dress,,,,heheheh...but it's alright. she's my baby anyway.
when i got home, the driver is already waiting for me. no need to rest for me then. so i wash my face, brush my teeth....do this and that.....and wolah...im done and ready.
we headed first to a gasoline station. oil price is really distressing. i told the driver to fill 700 since bulacan (where im going) is just an hour drive from qc. i thought that is enough. and so i thought. when we're returning to qc, the driver suggested to refill fuel again. ahh, okay...what can i do? tsk,,,tsk,,,tsk. its not happening only in the philippines, its happening in your country too im sure.
the driver (im sori, i dont know his name) compared then the situation during marcos time and how he wish it will turn back to that period. he says your 2 pesos will travel you from north to metro city and vice versa. ill deal with that (past & present president) on my next post.
during the wedding ceremony, i saw a very familiar face. nah....ill skip that. ### might read this. but one thing, its a mixed feeling. happy, glad, sad and disappointed. i wonder, as i heared that ### getting married, will ### even care to invite me? hahahahahhaha.
Friday, July 4, 2008
thank goodness!!! my dsl at home is back. lately, im not quiete visible in the blogging world. But as General Douglas Macarthur once promised to the Filipinos...."i shall return"
so am i.........
i am back! im back! im back! im back! you know it! now, im back! you know it
though, been 2 days now that im absent from work. two days of staying at home, lying my body, taking some medicines. oh yes,,,im not feeling well.,...my bad, i have a flu.....huhuhuhu
some says i should get married or even get a boyfriend so there would be someone who will take care of me when im sick.....hahahahaha...good thing my maid is around. actually, i dont treat her as my maid or nanny or katulong.....she's like a sister to me since i dont have a sister. she's around every second i needed her. "emy (that's her name) water please", "emy, peel my oranges", "emy, give me a massage". emy, do this, do that". she willingly do everything as i told her, which i wonder if "my boyfriend" would even bother to do.....
huh! hopefully, i'll be fine tomorrow. of course, i will be. im okay now. i will attend a wedding of a friend tomorrow. so i should be fine.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Due to his health condition, the academy decided to expel chivas. His health will be at risk if he will continue the contest; previously, he was brought to the hospital twice.
I was sad too as he say goodbye to his teachers and classmates. He has talents; his first gala performance was great considering that he was brought to the hospital the day before. Huhuhuhuhu… I will miss you chivas!
Oh well, He is alive and his wife remained in the academy. There’s more to be heartrending than chivas expulsion to the dream academy. The MV Princess of the Star sank as the typhoon frank hit the region. It’s been six days now since it happened And the lives of many Filipinos were sacrificed and gone. How could that happen? How could they sacrifice the lives of these people?. There were survivor yes, but the lives of more than 700 passengers still trap in the “death ship”. There were bodies found floating in the other region that can no longer recognize because of their dilapidated skin.
Now what!? The government, the navy and all the volunteer workers had suspended their retrieval operation due to the confession that the vessel is carrying tons of pesticide endosulfan with the solid crystalline poison packed in plastic bags. That a drop of said chemical in your body would mean death
Now what!? You are pointing each others mistakes and greedy intentions. You are saying that because of the maritime communication system that became white elephant, you are saying that it’s the negligence of the vessel’s owner………damn! You are investigating. You are castigating sulpicio lines. Yes, please do the neccessary! The issue is hotcake now because the incident is fresh. But until when will you give justice to this innocent lives? The damages have been done. Life has been gone. In the first place, all of you should have done your job. We’re talking about lives here, they are human not animals. Damn! When will you learn your lessons? This is not the first time such incidents happen. Can you sleep well knowing the grievances of lost souls and their crying families?
Tomorrow is the fight of Manny Pacquiao to David Diaz in the boxing arena. I hope, somehow it will help alleviate the misery of Filipinos, even for just tomorrow. Go Manny! As usual, every time our beloved country experiences catastrophe and other issues, you are always there sweating blood to fight, win and unite us all.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Whew!. Our dsl at home was disconnected due to some technical problems. I never thought that it would give me a hard time. Aside from not reading some mind blowing post (as if), I was not able to chat with my mom and brother (using the cell phone is too costly for us, that’s why we rely on internet instead). I missed blogging. It’s been awhile since my last post.
When did I start blogging? I started it here last year of may but was not able to give time till last april. Actually, ive been writing my journal ever since in high school. I just like holding a pen and writing my whereabouts and just any stuff.
Especially when I’m feeling anger, writing it completely would let go the harsh feeling.
Hayyyy,,,,,,,im not angry now, I just feel guilty.
My good friend called and told me that she will take advantage of our friendship (oh, okey). I had an idea on where her story is heading. So I advise her not to play around the bush, so as not to make my heart beat faster. As I guess it right, she is barrowing a P50,000 pesos. (whew…laki noh). I do not know why some of my friends, when needed money, approach me. Probably they are aware of my weakness, which I would not turn them down. (as if,,,,feeling mayaman! Huh!). Teasingly, given the scenario, I told this good friend not to test our friendship because I’ve proven how I love her, how I value our closeness. I asked for some time to find ways how to produce the sum. She needed the money on or before the 30th of June. I know how important it is for her, but as much I really wanted to help her, I just cannot provide the money. My very first time to decline a friend and I feel so guilty.
Because of my willingness to help my friends, I had made some sufferings before. For some greedy reasons they have, they took advantage of my gentle heart. I trusted some friends but they betray me, now I still endure the consequence, well, at least I’ve learned my lesson…..the hard way. Huh!
And to you my good friend, im sorry girl. And besides wala rin naman akong pera eh.
Friday, June 20, 2008
as my habitual fitness schedule (habitual? Huh, arent am too lazy sometime?), wearing my favorite black Nike pants and black shirt, i went to the gym for the hip hop exercise (well, i do love dancing..hihihi)
i was 10 minutes early for the class, so i just pass the time by watching the on going hi lo class. When it ended, we started to position ourselves in a spot were we are comfortable. Members seem to mark their area. Every time i join the class, whether its hip hop, jam or combat, lagi dun ang position nila.
We started it with warm up, stretching and warm up....(tama ba?hehehe). As we begin the 2nd set of the movement by swaying, this girl from the 3rd row fell off the floor. Members, not knowing the seriousness of the accident continued to concentrate on their movement. I myself didn’t thought it was that bad maybe because we didn’t hear her shouting in pain. Until I notice that she is not standing to continue her dancing. I guess the instructor notice that too because he stop the exercise and went near her. That’s the time the members realize the shocking accident. Her bones on her left leg knee were disalign……..(oouuuccchhhh!). Paramedic came and she was brought to the hospital. (oouuccchhh talaga)
It was an accident.
It happens anywhere, any time. We know our body; we know when it is in pain. The incident makes clear to me the importance of stretching and warm up before joining any group exercise. It is our body and we are responsible for its strength.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I ride a taxi as i regularly do every morning in going to the office.
The taxi driver asked me if I saw the woman who just got off of his taxi. I said no. Then he begun to speak his surprise when he learned the age of this woman. (so, I am guessing they – the taxi driver and the woman – had a dialogue too).
Taxi driver: I asked the woman’s age. And to my surprise she said she’s 48. but damn! He looks as if she’s just in her early 30’s. probably it’s just a matter of living your life and dealing with stress he added.
Then he asked, ‘how about you mam, how old are you’.
I just gave him a smile…duhh!! Don’t he know that it is improper to ask the woman’s age. Dduhhh!!! Lol.
The major shocker to me is that when this strange taxi driver asked if im single and where do I live. And if he can visit me in our house or in the workplace. …………..duhhhhh!!!!
When I get off the cab, he even repeated his intention.
Ano ba yan?! Huh!
Man, don’t you know when to keep you mouth shut? Duuhhhhhhh!
Or you want us to behave bad so you will be quiet?
The government would now implement a taxi meter receipt for all cabs in metro manila, would that anything to do that’s why that taxi driver is behaving so odd and so scarry?
and before i forgot, It’s our hero, jose rizal birthday today. I wonder if it has any connection with that too.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
in the morning, the topic of the conversation in our room is the tax exemption bill signed by the president.
with the regular increase of oil prices, electricity, fare and all commodities, at least the government leaders are working their butt to help the people. since the business sector cannot provide the demand of workers fo a P125 wage hike across the board, the tax exemption bill is satisfactory to them. nevertheless, its a win win situation. the worker would exempt them from paying their taxes, and the businessman wouldnt take out any cents from their assets since theyre paying just the same full salary taxable or not.
it seems that the PGMA government is being so generous latey (hhmmnn....i wonder why?). first, she grant a P500 power subsidy (on which hindi naman kami kasali and we didnt benefit anyway,,,,unfair!?). second, the wage increase will take effect on june 14 (actually its been long overdue, its supposed to start last month pa), and third, this tax exemption bill.
waahhh....will i benefit from her generosity? sana nga.......
now, let me say to PGMA.............MORE, MORE, MORE!!!!!! more of your generosity.
now, filipinos have more to celebrate.......the wage increase and the tax exemption bil is just in time for the..........pacquio - diaz match.
they can now buy ticket and watch the live telecast.....
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Its 3’oclock in the afternoon, rather 3:01PM.
I glance at the window, and I felt the sun shines so happily. I know many are as happy as the sun too.Because it brings new hope, new day. Celebrating new born, new relationship, new establishment, new promotion, etc….
While for some ……ang init!!!!!
And for me, I am sleepy. i want to sleep!!!
I want to close my eyes but the situation does not allow me to grant this pleasure. My station is exposed to my associates. They could catch me resting while they are full of activity. Though my eye is insisting but I could not concede to its demand. I have to figure out a bit the way out. In just a moment, this mood would evaporate like it was never been here and there in.
The time would kill itself anyway, if not I, I will kill time.
And later this afternoon, in no doubt, the sky would switch to a mysterious and gloomy look. And that’s the instance I could indulge myself and admit not only to my eyes, but to my whole body and give in to the enjoyment of sleeping would bring. My bed is waiting for me and I would be as delighted as the sun now when I lay my body in bed.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
yesterday, the 15 lucky scholars were chosen and tonight is the final judgement on who will be the 16th scholar to enroll in the Pinoy Dream Academy.
with ryan cayabyab as the head master, this is another show im sure we will keep an eye on.
the appearance pop star billy crawford makes it more appealing (at least to me). he got talent, huh! i love watching him when he dance and sing.
Friday, June 13, 2008
will anyone out there ask me that question????
WAIT.....i said ASK not PROPOSE?!? geeeehhh. but if u insist on proposing,,,ill probably consider it....lol
i sat down on the sofa, taking a rest when i decided to turn on the tv. browse channels, till i end up watching the tyra bank's show.
and yeah, that is their topic....
who wouldn't want a diamond ring? big or small, it doesnt matter.
what am i saying? of course, size matters.the bigger it is, the happier your woman will be...lol
that is always i want, to have a break from my normal hair style. it used to be colored for many years. but, one day i woke up feeling so bored. so i went to the salon, and colored it back to black. and i feel great.
yesterday, while browsing the net, i thought of styling my hair.....one came to my mind? braids...braids...
and so i did. i woke up early....oooopppsss...im supposed to wake up at 6AM but i did not, instead i get up at 7Am. but i still managed my time and woollaaahhhh...had my hair done just in time.
my officemates wondered how i did it. they even tease me for having the ample time to do the braids, asking if i woke up very early? ehehheheheh
just for a change, i shrug
so, do the braids:
1. part hair into two equal sections
2. put each section into an ear level ponytail
3. get a pieces of hair, and wrap it around to cover the rubber band
4. braid each section (not to tight) and secure the ends
5. once it done, go for the right, and pull it the left side.
then the left and pull it the right side (forming like a headband)
6. tuck ends under the braid to hide the hair elastic (or rubber)
7. used some hair pins to fix the braids
Monday, June 9, 2008
with P100 on my pocket i had the courage to go to pampanga from quezon city. lets see if i made it and how much it cost me.
1. riding a jeep going to sm mall where i will ride an fx cost - p8
2. riding a fx going to pampanga - p75
3. riding a jeep again goin to our town- p12
4. tricycle fare going to our home - p20
total cost (one way) - 115
and i only had 100 then. so what did i do, i called on my cousin to wait for me in our gate and bring 20 bucks to pay the tricyle driver. hehehehe, good thing she was around. my very first time to go home with only 100 in my pocket!! i cannot withdraw on my atm because i hand it to her months ago. on my way home, i was so thirsty that as much as i want to buy a very cold drink, i could not. i decided to stop by burger king and mcdonalds hoping they will accept a credit card, but the lines are too long and i cannot wait any longer.
so, are you thinking what happened to me on my way back to quezon city? no, i did not barrow money. i get my atm to her and also the money for the lot payment.