Wednesday, May 30, 2007


Have you experienced walking from UST to Rotonda ? Walking along the sidewalks with a knee level water, with different trash in it? And while rain pours?

I just did, awhile ago….
I came from shop.
All taxi drivers refused to drive me home.
That left me no choice but to walk.
The cars are not moving.
It’s almost 10:00pm.
I was scared.
I kept on praying….oh God keep me safe.
My legs are shaking.
Deep inside i was crying.
oh God, keep me safe.

It’s a one experience I’ll never forget, and will always be remembered especially during rainy days.

There’s always a first time as they say.


It’s nice to be a busy person at times. It makes my mind and body active and productive.
It makes my body system served its purpose.

Today is my second day to overtime my office work. I decided to do this after office hour because I cannot anymore pay attention to this in the office because of some other official transactions to do.

I am with my friends who are reviewing for the coming bar exam.
Aside from doing my job, once in a while I also read their law books just to give me an idea how perfect (idealistic too) our law is and how imperfect our leaders are, once in a while I also surf the net and read the blog of some colleagues just to update me on what’s going on with their life, once in a while I also play games in the computer just to relax my mind.

Before we went to this coffee shop, I came straightly from shop. I also manage a salon shop. After office hour, I go home to have a one hour break, either I will sleep or just sit down and watch TV. Afterwards, I’ll go then to shop and stay there for two to three hours.

In case I have a commitment during night hour, ill schedule it after going to salon. My body now accepts my daily routine. It’s tough, like all starters, it was hard. But the harder it gets, the tougher you will be.

As of now, I also plan to work part time in a coffee shop. I already started typing my resume and before this week ends, it will be posted on the human resource department of the company I would like to join.

And yet, I feel like there’s so much to do and so little time.
I still wanted to put up another business but that’s another story, and it will take a long period probably before I start that….in a year or two perhaps?

Don’t get me wrong.
I am enjoying my life. I still watch movie. In fact 3 days after it was first shown in theater, I watched Spiderman. Just a week before that I watched Perfect Stranger starring bruce willis and halle berry

Last week, I went home to province to meet some friends.

I am also updated on what’s going on with our beloved country. Election is done, but comelec official count is yet to be finished. Probably this weekend they will proclaim some winning candidates.

Paris Hilton is jailed because of her road violation. Ruffa Gutierrez finally spill out that she is now separated to husband Ylmas Bektas (which I’m sure is no shocking at all). Marjorie is separated to husband Dennis Padilla (now, that is shocking)

Maging Sino Ka Man (teleserye) has a book II

I just really don’t want to have a dull time .
But of course, I give myself a break.
Our body needs to rest to earn energy for the next drive.

Monday, May 28, 2007

It’s been a long time since I had my last drink of san mig ice cold. I think that was early week of February, and only finished half of the bottle). Dancing in the floor, bottoms up, flirting, hang over…how I missed this entire thing.

These past few months, my gimmick is limited to starbucks (paseo, morato, west ave), food trip (paseo, morato, west ave), tambay (shop o sa bahay), malling (gateway, rockwell)….

SO BOOOORRRRIIINNNGGG…..right!? I remember, someone actually told me that. Doh! I thought that’s all I need to live.

Until lately, I’ve realized that we need to be crazy at times. We need to unravel our accustomed lifestyle and let our soul roam and embrace the outrageous standard of living.

And it feels good.
It feels good to be dizzy.
It feels good to be able to drink 3 bottles of san mig ice cold beer
Vodka iced and Smirnoff taste very good as well.
It feels good to go home at2:30 in the morning. (I even forgot my key, so I have no choice but to call and disturb my dad at the wee hour)

Once in awhile we need it, just to refresh our mind.
It helps, yeah, somehow.

Next time, I challenge myself to finish 5 bottles of san mig.

Friday, May 4, 2007


in life, there's always a choice. it is and will always be a choice.

sharing this with you is a choice. inhaling is a choice.

to be happy is a choice.........

there are times wherein its so hard to make a choice because you know one way or another someone would benefit or someone would be harm.

but you need to decide, you need to choose...

Wednesday, May 2, 2007


april 30, may 1

i went out to inhale a fresh air. just wanna unload this heavy feeling inside my heart, my mind.

april 30 - 9:30pm when we arrived to pampanga. we had a dinner at my tita glend's house. whhoaah!! nasira diet ko. chicharon, sugpo, crabs and my favorite dinuguan...gossshhhh!

may 1 - we got up at 10:00am. sarap daw tulog ko kanya hindi ako ginising. we went back to tita glend's house for our lunch. how could you resist the chicharon again, lenggua, menudo, lutong juice,....goodness.

all we did is to eat delicious food and play video games with our cousins. being with children makes you feel young and innocent again. no worries, no burdens. just a genuine laugh and happiness.

that night, we dine in a resto called "mely's" in san fernando. though i am from that province, yet it was my first time to seat in that place. its no cozy, yet the servings is first-rate. their buro is diffrent from the traditional buro in fish i used to eat. the sisig, whewww!very yummy. kapampangan....its their trademark, serving incomparable taste of mouth watering cuisine.

so nice to be a kapampangan.

my friend said that she now realized that kapampangan are very kind hearted, that not all of them are mayabang just like her impression before. (my dear friend, i am telling you, we are really mayabang in different aspect....your impression is still true )

9:30pm when we left san fernando, take note....we still need to drop by to bulacan and go back to manila...and were just taking the public transpo....

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