sister at that

its very hard and challenging to be a parent. why i say so, because being the only daughter, i took the responsibility of my mother to my three bothers. though my brothers are no longer teenager, still they need to supervise their behavior and their lifetsyle. many times i feel like their not listening to me. whenever i contest their manners and activities they take it against me. one day i burst my anguish to my mom. i told her that it is so hard to discipline them.

mom said to me then " that's why im thankful to God that He gave me a daughter who is so caring to her siblings"

honestly, i am trying and doing my very best to be a good sister and a friend to them. i dont know if they in any way appreciate it. sometimes i feel like i am failed at that.