i dont know

what happen now?
what should i do?
fearlessly, without hesitation
i love him
quitely, even i...
even i dont know
pretending i've forgotten
even though i live, i die
even the worlds condemnation
even this crazed appearance
even knowing all this,
even though it frightens me
i love him
where are you?
can you really hear my words?
then, this the blood that spills
from my pitiful love
you must know this too
if you punish me, ill accept it
but him,,.,,,,just this one person
please allow our love

haayyy......it feels so heaven when you're in love. but im not, not to any particular person. even though, i still love the feeling of in love.